Day 420.... Lost the plot...

big style!! Last week I had a crap week and I was showing a gain of 3.5lbs but somehow managed to pull it back and had a STS.

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This week I've been even worse. In fact it's the worse I've ever been since starting nearly 60 weeks ago. I've been craving food I don't normally have..... salty crisps, chips, burgers, toast with butter, french stick with butter, bacon, kebabs.....flapjack, carrot cake, chocolate and more chocolate. Jumped on the scales this morning and I was up 6lbs!! FFS Karon, WHY????? You'd of thought I'd of jumped straight back on the waggon.... but no, i've continued to eat shit all day. I've not even felt hungry once whilst stuffing my face with all kinds of rubbish. Tomorrow I'll probably end up doing the same silly thing and hopefully I'll get back on track at the start of my WW week on Wednesday.

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The big question is, do I go to WI this week or do I not bother?

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Anyway, I got awarded my 75lb certificate last week and this week I don't feel as though I deserve it. I wasn't going to share it with you but I've changed my mind. Here it is.

I was so pleased to reach that mile stone. Pity I've managed to balls it up! My WW leader is expecting in July so it looks as though we'll be getting a 4th ww leader for a short time whilst she's on maternity leave. Christy is a lovely girl and so full of encouragement.

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On the plus side I've bought 2 dresses. The last dress I actually wore was when I was 21 and married my ex in 1991!! I suppose that's a bit of an NSV....

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This dress I got from ebay which I paid £18 for. It still had the price tag of £80 attached to it and it was from the Debut range at Debenhams.

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I'm chuffed to bits with it and it makes my boobs look great. :o) It's got some lovely diamante and sequin detail on it. It's a tiny bit too big on my boobs and around the back so I've got to make a slight alteration to the neck tie area to make it fit correctly. When I got this dress I intended to wear it for my friends wedding in April. I was a bit worried about wearing a black dress so went out and got this dress from Debenhams at the weekend to wear instead.

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With this dress the colouring on each one is slightly different. There's more navy in my dress. This can be worn with or without straps. I'll probably wear it with straps.

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I also bought this fascinator to wear in my hair but in navy and a navy taffatar clutch bag that was reduced to £4.20. Bargain!!

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What do you think to them?

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The black dress I've now decided to wear on the hen night in 3 weeks. We're going up the Thames on a party boat so that should be fun. Really looking forward to that.

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I've had a couple of NSV's this week. Whilst out shopping for clothes I tried on mainly size 18 dresses and even a couple of size 16's! I raided my sisters summer wardrobe and I'm able to borrow her shorts and t-shirts for my holiday with Tina. I've never been able to borrow my sisters clothes. Not ever!! I went out Saturday evening to the local pub and my friends mum was full of compliments and praise on how well I looked. Then tonight at water workout another lady who goes to the class stopped me in the showers and said I looked smaller from the last time I saw her about 2 weeks ago. That was nice to hear too :o)

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I really can't wait for this WW week to be over and done with now. Roll on Wednesday....
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Only 8 weeks to our holiday. Reaching the 13's by that date looks slightly unattanable right now. I can only try though.
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I hope you're having a better week than me.
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Catch ya all soon xxx