DAY 435 This is so difficult!

Sorry I've been away for so long, I've just not had much to say really. Also been busy listing my old clothes on ebay and that takes ages! Still i'm hoping to get a nice bit of spending money for my holiday to Zante with Tina in 6 weeks. Can't wait!

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I'm really struggling with this WW milarky at the moment. My WW week starts on a Wednesday and I'm usually ok through to Friday, come Saturday it all goes tits up. I have no idea why this is happening. I've been craving things that don't normally bother me at all, and even things I never used to eat. I'm craving pork pies and cheese sarnies.... I very rarely touched them before ww so why do I want them now? I'm finding it really hard to say no to other food too. We often go to my parents on a Sunday for dinner along with my sister and her children. Lately there's been chocolate biscuits and trifle in the fridge and I can't seem to say no. Saying 'I'll just have one' turns into 4 without even thinking about it.

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Does anyone know where my mojo has gone, if so please give it back to me.

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I'm really looking forward to the weekend. Off to Orpington in Kent for my friend Lynn's hen night. We're starting at her local and then heading into London. We're heading up the Thames on a disco party boat. I've never done that before so that should be a nice evening. I hope the weather is at least mild. I'm wearing a dress for the first time in 18 1/2 years!! That's gotta be a good thing.

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The rest of week is going to busy. I'm off to pick my parents up shortly and taking my mum to hospital where she's having a knee replacement this evening. She's so nervous and scared of waking up with no one being there. That's not going to be the case and we'll all be there when she wakes up. Bless her. The remainder of the week I'll be back and forth to the hospital as she doesn't really want to be on her own. She'll be in hospital for 3-5 days. Supposed to be going out for dinner on Friday with my other half as we'll of been together for 6 years.

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No water workout tonight due to the hospital but I'm booked in for Thursday evening and Friday afternoon. Also got belly dancing classes tomorrow evening. Lot's of dancing and drinking planed for Saturday evening and sleeping in on Sunday hopefully. I've got a double water workout booked for Monday and a water workout booked for Tuesday. Quite a bit of activity booked for the coming WW week. I've just got to get my eating sorted out!

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I haven't been able to read many blogs over the last week so I've got a bit of catching up to do. Hope you're all ok.

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WI tomorrow and I'm expecting another gain. I need a kick up the backside or 6!!